Sunday, May 15, 2011

The bright side of life with Hope #5

The bright side

Even as we move on to live our separate lives I wish you nothing but happiness and love.
I'm so sorry it didn't work. I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to keep trying. I'm sorry I wasn't the one that made you feel like you were crazy in love.
I hope that the two years I shared with bring you good memories. I did my best to keep you safe, to take care of you, spoil you, to make your life easier, to make you happy.
You were loved and cherished. You were my number one priority. You were the one I wanted.
You were never something to be hidden away in shame and I was proud to walk hand in hand with you, proud that you were mine.
You will always be a part of my life and I'll keep trying to help you along the way because you are just too special for me.


With love,
Hope

Revenge's black list #4

Finally

So, finally after two years I'm done with you.
I loved you, you needed me... never a good combination.
I'm sorry I let you walk all over me for all this time.
You are a selfish person that were feeding of me without even trying to hide it... just because you knew you could.
I'm ashamed of myself for letting you make me feel so small but that is over now. You know that saying " fool me once shame on you, fool me 736 times shame on me and I should really get my head examined"?
I should have walked away from you the very first time you said "I don't love you as much as you love me but I do love you" to justify the way you treated me.
Yes, people *do* have different ways to express love but hurting the other on purpose is never one of them.
Grow up.
I'm sorry I took so long to understand that not giving up on you meant I was giving up on me.

Revenge